Days without you

Happy? Sad? Confused? Or what?
I can't tell exactly about this. Happy maybe, but sad and confused too. Why? Because I feel so sad of spending my days without you for about 2 weeks. Happy because it helps me to forget you. But also confusing because I don't know exactly about my feeling.
Feels like a hell I think. I love holiday but I hate holiday.
Love because I can run away from school activities and forget you. Hate because holiday means "suwung" (in javanese) and can't see you.
Wewwww... So confusing, isn't it? Actually I also confused about what I've told to you all in this post. Hahaha.. So bad, aren't I? Yeah, you may say I'm a confusing people. I don't mind of that.

Days without you means no days with you and your memories. Means I have 2 weeks without any problem of you. No you means free from any hurt and tears. You always make me cry and hurt but you never realize that thing. In school days, I can see you all day. Means you hurt me all day too. So in this holiday, I feel so big miracle of forget you.

I think God knows what I think. He gave me a long holiday to helps me forget you, throw you away from my mind. I'm so glad of this holiday. Thanks God.